Thursday, May 5, 2011

I want to RUN!!!

I want to run....I want to step outside, onto the pavement in the cool of the morning and run. I want to run....I want to hear the pounding of my footsteps on the pavement and sounds of my breath, 1 - 2 -3...1 -2....

Running is something I have always told myself that I CANNOT do. I cannot run, I am to heavy. I can not run, I am to out of shape. I can not run, I will look fat and stupid. I can not run, it hurts too much. I could do this for days. The excuses I don't share with others because they are ridiculous. Yet I allow myself to continue to use them. Well, I really need to figure this out. I want to be fit and healthy yet I am the only person getting in the way of this.

Tonight I am going to spin class with my friend Kelly. Some other friends will be there as well. I need to figure you why I stopped working out and how to get back to it. I keep considering WW but the cost holds me back. I feel like this is a last ditch effort. If I can't do it this time, then what?

Fingers crossed, I tread lightly as I move ahead....I don't want to scare myself because I really need to keep going this time.

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